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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
I messaged mistress tonight about me ** off told her she owns my ** and she was annoyed and came down for the keys t
I also asked Mistress about attending the club tomorrow as it’s gay day naked men only. I said i would pay her a £100 to attend mistress said “yeah you go as you a gay ** anyway” I am
Turned on by this George mistress really does now consider me as gay put as long as she is getting money she does not care she is whoring me out. I am a bit worried George as most of the men at the club say keep these thinks private I tell mistress and think she will end up getting shagged away on holiday when am her at home she is with her mother and sister and our girls. She has told me she does not want to here from me while she is away and it’s none of my business who she goes with as I have my fun at the club. I now Mistress mum and sister thing little of me and will do more if mistress tells them I am a ** I believe she already has at a party when she got drunk and upset she can’t take beer and would ** anybody after few beers. I am a little scared now George about how much I have told mistress about my gay tendencies and a sissy hope she except me soon as gay ? I am ready to be ** up the ** and I am ready to get street walking this weekend x
I do not believe you are ready to sell yourself yet. I do like the idea of selling yourself on the street. But I believe you need to be a little more comfortable with yourself and what you are doing. You gotta be ready to turn pro at this Give yourself some preparation time. George
Shelly. I dont know what to say about your growing **, maybe you are playing with them more. Think how nice they would look if your were taking female hormones. I do agree with Mistress, be careful if you go into the red-light district, expect and be ready for anything. Personally I believe you should spend more time at the club or clubs learning to be a better **, better looking, better acting and better performing. George
Shelly. Mistress has a good reason to punish you publicly, especially in front of her sisters and mum, you are now HER gay trannie freak and soon to go deeper into the lifestyle. Glad she did not ** you off, she is sticking to her principles, I was surprised she let you ** her the other day, if I was your boyfriend I would be very upset. Her ** was ok but her ** should be completely off limits to you unless you eat her, and only then after another man has left a deposit. Hopefully in time Mistress will enjoy watching you ** ** and taking it up your **. If you are lucky, soon she will punish you if you're not ** enough. Only time will tell if Mistress goes to the swing club with you, it would be a great place for her to get laid several times. If she does, make sure she dresses hot and **, it will be up to you introduce men to her. Yes, Wednesday may be a perfect day to lose your virginity, carry lube and condoms. ** every man that enters your man ** and make sure more than one ** you. The first time may be a little uncomfortable for you. Each time it will getter, to the point where you may want to be ** all the time. Good luck George
I also told my mistress this story about my street walking and my desire to go into the city and do it in the red light district for money mistress said it was risky. I plan going Friday in a taxi. I will order smaller e cup ** so I don’t stand out as much. George when we were getting changed last night mistress noticed and said I am growing breast and asked was I taking hormones I have noticed breast myself I am not fat I think it is my hormones have you any idea what is causing my breast to grow and my interest in feminisation and ** George
Yes Mistress said now want more expensive veneer teeth. I asked her could we go out this week but said she did not want to go out with a ** freak. I also Asked mistress If she would ** me off in a condom as I was turned on my the pictures of her but she said no. I just ended up ** of myself in the shower to Mistress pictures and shot my load. I know will have to explain this to Mistress. After cumins I now don’t want to go to the club Wednesday but am sure in a couple of hours I will be back to my gay self. I clean my wig of the sweat today ready for Wednesday I will tell mistress I need to be punished for taking my chastity of and ** off without permission. Mistress is making me make teas at night now and referring to me a as a ** I told her today about my other mistress videoing me sucking ** for evidence and suggested mistress has evidence but I don’t think she wants to see me sucking ** and definitely not up for me being ** up my **. Mistress will be am sure angry if I do not go to the club and she misses out on another £200 pounds. I wonder if mistress will be true to her word and attend the swinging club bar with me. I am sure if she did she will end up drunk and ** by many different men or at least take there number she said looking for somebody that is Rich and can keep her. I am lucky to have my own mistress but it is not cheap I am now her money slave and gimp or she calls me a ** freak. I would like for Mistress to punish me in public or in front of her sisters and mum. I told her today to tell her sister that I am a ** and gay and she is now looking for a new man see what happens George advice I think and going to go for my ** getting ** Wednesday any advice? Shelly
Shelly. You should encourage Mistress to dress ** often and start going out. She needs to be out where men will hit on her and flirt with her. There is no better booster to confidence than people checking you out and flirting with you. I still think you should try to set her up with younger hot looking men, maybe men in their 40s. The sooner she starts having ** with several men the better. Hope she canes you again soon and verbally humiliates you, in a public setting would be perfect. I believe you liked it, your need more. You never comment about my suggestion doing it in front of her sisters and mum, is that a good or bad idea? How long did you wear your but plug? Does that mean you're planning to lose your virginity Wednesday? George
That is good that she is dressing special for you and looking hot. I expect you told her how good she looked. Is she truly talking more about seeing men now? If she looks hot, she will gain confidence and soon will be looking for men. Hopefully soon Mistress will be dating again and bringing her men home to her bed. You are giving her a lot of money, I hope you can afford it.
I wore Burt plugs last night with Mistress she seen them she looked stunning like a model false eyelashes and I made her wear heavy makeup red boot seamed stockings and blonde hair she pouted her red lips for the camera it cost me an extra 50 for some pictures. Mistress said I have to pay 1400 for her teeth and Botox she said been having before on her credit card that ran her debt up. She phone me in shops today a box of my wine was 40 so she demanded another 40 £240 in total and £540 since Friday she wants another 200 Wednesday when I go the club that will be 740 in a week
Lost last post Mistress dressed up last night cost me £200 she is talking more dominant to me on the phone calling me Shelly
Hi Shelly. "Mistress Monica" well ok if that is what she wants. You need to insert the ** plug yourself sweetie. Did she actually say those things about the two of your going to Turkey together. About her being naked, only in high heals. Is she planning to take a different man every night? That will be fun to see and watch. If she starts going behind your back, great, you know it is going to happen, maybe she will give you little hints when she does. If she brings her men home, you will know. I still think you should install spy cameras in hope of catching her with a few lovers, that is such a turn on. Keep encouraging her, the things you are saying is she is almost ready. Shelly, ** ** is something you will start soon, it is simply going to happen, we know that. But most important is Blow-Jobs, practice a lot, learn to be really good at it. Once you start prostituting yourself, BJs are where your best and easiest money will come from. Unless you are rich, maybe Mistress Monica should help with prostitution, she is demanding a lot of money, even for permission you do not need. Good Luck. George
Yeah George thanks mistress has moved fast only interested in money and I am paying her tonight to dress up in long red boots and stockings and full makeup she has come up with a name mistress Monica ? She likes whoring me out for ** not **. She phoned me today and talked to us about away as a couple to Turkey she said I am a gimp and ** and she will have me in a gimp mask on a lead and no shoes. She’s said I will be paying for the holiday and I will sit on the floor licking her heels as she eats and drinks with a Man and he will feel her ** and **. She said I will just be fed scraps if am lucky and have a bowl she will then ** a different man every night and I will sleep in the toilet or sit on the balcony. She said she will be naked apart from her high heels and the men will feel were big ** and ** her and fill her with **. I will be allowed to clean the ** from her ** and **. Mistress said on my night off being a gimp I can dress up and go out sucking ** making her money. I asked Mistress Monica could I attend the small club on gay day wearing my gimp mask and she said I could if I paid her a hundred pounds I am excited now and Mistress Monica gimp. She said she needs her teeth now whitening and it will cost £1400 and I will now paying that she is booking the consultation next week. I am also due to go the club Wednesday Mistress said I can stay late so can service more ** and make her more money this is costing a lot George mistress is whoring me out and soon said will go behind my back. I might be dressing as a gimp tonight mistress said dress how I want just pay her money In as she needs shoes am going to get her to put ** plugs in my ** to get me ready what do you think George
Hi Shelly. Its after 7 pm there. How was your day? Were you a good **, maybe even a good **, or did you simply stay close to Mistress and get abuse by her? Is she going to beat you more often now?? I believe you indicated she is dressing more seductively lately. Hope that is true, would mean she is thinking more and more about becoming a ** also.
Hi Shelly. I love your messages, watching for them all the time, don't you have a simple email address? I agree about getting your ears pierced and start wearing earrings. I like Tattoos but they must thoughtfully placed, the Ace of Spades just below your collar line would be perfect, but you have to earn that one. I do not like castration, it makes your ** useless, that is a personal decision only you can make. It would mean no more offering yourself to be sucked off. The hormone therapy would be easier on you and help transition your body and features more feminine. even change your voice. I still like the Breast implants, that would look so hot and **. Bringing men to the house is what you should be doing while she is away, starting with your Pakistani, eventually a bull or two. Dressing full-time as a trannie while she is away perfect, all your neighbors will see you and know what you are. If she were to beat you in front of her mum and sisters, you should be fully naked with full make-up and red nails hands and feet. How deep you and she go into the ** world is up to you. Mistress should see you as a total homosexual by now, I think she likes it. Soon enough you will complete the circle and be taking ** every way imaginable. You should be thinking about ** a lot now, it is what you are about. You should suggest a canning in front of her sisters and mum. I do like them knowing you are a **. Shelly, I have been to gay clubs with boyfriends but there were only a few that were truly active. Do not know what to say relating to charging for sexual services, but I do like the idea of you and mistress working together. Your definitely on the right track selling yourself and Mistress as a couple, would be perfect if she beat and humiliated you in public, then sold you as her **, you would probably be paid well by businessmen. George
I am going to ask mistress about me getting both my ears pierced before she goes away maybe even belly and a tattoo ** above my ** she I will say I need this your going away. She already said I could get gel nails she said what about when I go to my mums then said I could wear gloves. I told mistress all the time she is away I plan living as full time ** do you think I can do this. Only two weeks off she said I better not be bring men in the house. We should be allowed to bring boyfriend in our bedroom I will need to speak to Mistress about this as definitely want to be ** when she is away x