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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
When mistress was caning my ** yesterday it was just mistress and me in the house so she was very aggressive. I wore my red g string and chastity and my ** a swollen large. I bent over no warm up with mistress and it is garden cane with nots in so it really hurts I had to tell mistress to go easy. She said shut up Shelly called me a ** and ** sucking **. Mistress said I was not a real man a my ** need cutting off ? What do you think George castration is some that turns me on I hope mistress means it I think she does as she told me to see the gp to get on hormones and come out as trans I don’t feel ready for this yet. I took my beating then had to pay £100 pounds into mistress account. She said I need a new smart phone as I will be doing a lot more transfers. Today I want a chilled day am will dress up in some makeup and go out in my van maybe wear my leggings and boots. My favourite wine coloureds wig stinks from the ** of the club my ** were. Dripping with sweat and clear ** stains on my stockings I best ask mistress if I am allowed to use the washing machine x
Mistress said we can go away to Turkey and said night ** I think it would be a holiday where mistress would be having causal ** and me gay **. Mistress said she is still thinking about a stage name for herself as a mistress she did give me my name some years back as Shelly she is good at names. I need to order canes today so mistress can use on me but my ** is still quite sore. How can I get mistress over her ** issue with me I think she will see me as a total homosexual if I
Taking men up the **. I would mum rather be doing this paying mistress for the offence. George am starting to think of ** a lot more now the club has started to change my brain I don’t even bother to hide my clothes and false ** they are in my bag in the bedroom. I am going to start sending you pictures and videos to expose me on the internet x
Hi your pointers really get me excited especially mistress to tie me up she does have a large garden can and ** cheeks are still stinging now from the beating I took yesterday it is also bruised. I’d love for Mistress to cane me and humiliate me in front of her mum and sisters. Mistress hinted last night that we can go away to Turkey with the kids for a few nights now she said I would be paying and then said night **. I asked her would she be glammed up with nails red and she said yes. Mistress says she is seeing her mother today and I’d love her to out me to her or tell her mother that we have an open relationship and I dress and ** men off and ** me out cleaning at her mums or sisters. I think mistress must now in really that I am gay and is soon enough I will be taking ** up my tight **. George the big club is probably something like you have never seen as a gay man you need to come on vacation to the uk and us go everyday. Me being a t girls my day is Wednesday. I do now fully shave now mistress is probably right and not have long acrylic nails but she said get gel nails in red as they can come off easier. Mistress would not dress up in her boots and stockings I laid out as she wanted £50 transferring there and then. I think me and Mistress be both selling our bodies in the ** industry now to pay off her debt. She said is happy to do makeup of other trannys for £50 I suggested we should offer our services as a t girl and mistress to rich business what do you think George? I am hoping mistress will just see me as an object soon and sell my ** for cash. George come up with a price list for me to pay mistress for the club ? Example ** £50 ** £25.00 play feel £10 ** £400 (mistress wont have me do should I increase) Doming a slave and caning £75 below ** add £50 to above. Facial ** £50 glory hole ** is £20 expand of these please George
Shelly, Hi. I am thinking about a couple of things you said in your last message. you said you and Mistrees agreed to seeing men for only for **. That is good and somewhat correct, this may help the two of you come closer together as a couple. But becoming romantically involved with a lover can enhance your experience. I love kissing and making out. I suspect you have already experienced that to some degree. You should expect Mistress to experience it also for the same reasons. Always joyfully encourage her. You will know when it is time to give up your **, maybe to several. I like the idea of prostituting yourself for Mistress debt. She will probably very enthusiast about it and seriously help you. The more you do at the clubs, the better you will be prepared for it. Start slowly, do not try to do too much too quickly. LOL, do not make your red nails too long, they may interfere with handling a ** and **. Be sure all body hair is gone, including arms, and don't forget about getting breast implants, you will look so hot and ** standing naked before your men. Another thing, I like the idea of the two of you getting into **, Mistress should learn to tie you, so your movement is restricted and punish you, beating and whipping, maybe with large **, sometimes publicly, maybe in front of her mother and sisters. Enjoy George
HI Shelly. You are doing well, making good decisions. if you ** Mistress in the **, I have to say perfect. You should try to do totally oral with Mistress. Thats is what I did with my wife while she was really into other men. Most of them didn't want her husband ** her anyway. I aways said her ** was exclusive to her lovers ** and **. I would always ** in her mouth or on her body. Anyway you and Mistress seem to be adjusting well. I believe she is enjoying you as a ** for ** now. I agree with you, about tonight, what about calling your slave, maybe he should meet your Mistress and ** you off in front of her. Yes, go out if you must and try to pick up somebody. You need that ** and **. You ** is soon to be taken Good Luck George
Hi George thanks for the post definitely need our email setting up. We did not go out this all took place in the house. I am wearing chastity now and so was Iast night until I paid to ** Mistress my ** slipped up her ** probably used to that route now long time since been in Mistress. mistress drinks beer me wine she I agree will just end up going with men for ** now. I asked if she and I could work together as Mistress and ** slave and she I think is up to it. She needs to learn a lot more about **. She says she is happy with £200 for me going the club I have offered her £400 per man taking my ** but she is not to bothered. She now clearly knows and except me as a ** ** sucker as long as she gets the money. Mistress said she has a large debt that needs paying off something like £18000 I wonder could I be whored our for this or both of us. She said I can get gel nails done when she goes on holiday I want acrylic long red she said these won’t come off. Mistress is a cheap money grabbing who’re and funny the rubber ripping I wonder is this common i was going to use them at the club would be bad ripped up my **. I can’t see me holding off much longer George I am a ** for ** now and might go out tonight try and pick a man up in a park or lay-by with lorries the police that night shook me up what do you think am bored sat in the house with Mistress and like you could be having men ** me if she not here. I plan ** men when she is away I will tell my neighbour so he know and try to get in his head
LOL,. Well that is not what I would have wanted, I do not want you to ever ** a woman again. I think you are strictly a ** for men now. But the redeeming part is now you can call her a prostitute if she starts calling you names that you don't want. I still think Mistress talks a lot but I believe when she starts seeing men, it will be for ** almost entirely, not love and I doubt she will leave you. Thinking about it, if she left, you would have complete freedom to take men home without scrutiny of any kind. Actually, I believe you could probably do that now if you wanted, including your slave. Do you have any nighttime plans for this weekend? You need a few ** in your hands and mouth. PS, you didn't answer my question, did you go out last night with Mistress? Were you all wet for men pouring booze on you or ** on you or both? George
I payed to ** Mistress last night she needed the money and said only way she would go with me as dirty ** the condom ripped I took pictures Mistress is a prostitute now and Mistress
I am not exactly sure about what happened last night. Did you and Mistress go out together? Reads like you were surrounded by men and got soaked, did she see it happen? Did she actually beat you, if so, did you enjoy it. maybe you need to be beaten often. Did she enjoy your massage, she feared if you got too close to her ** she may enjoy it. That is OK, if you ever are allowed to touch her **, you should only eat her, never ** her. ** her would ruin you as a good ** **. Being Bi is not allowed, you are now 100% gay and belong to men only. If Mistress said she will leave you as soon as she can, you should start looking for a new Mistress or Master, you need a lot of personal attention: in time you should learn to do your own make-up, but you need physical abuse like your beatings and plenty of verbal abuse. You also need you master to make love to you. Think about your slave and what he needs, he will be yours forever if you abuse and humiliate him, then make love to him. You need the same treatment from your mistress or master. George. PS I am anxious to see you on my email; this method is becoming slow and difficult for you and I. I feel we are now friends, and our communication should be easier, and yes passing a few pictures would be fun. George
I lost a lot of my last comment as was two long a post we need to communicate in a different way and then we can send pictures and I will prove what good looking dirty ** Shelly is condom ripped last night in mistress x
Yes George I will ask my Mistress to set me up an email she is good at that so we can communicate. You have been inspirational in me a a gay ** and moved thinks on fast with my mistress to the point she said as soon as find a new rich lover she will leave me. Last night Mistress dressed up in black patent high heels 5inch black seamed hold up stockings and red lipstick. I also dressed up in my bag my wine coloured wig was soaking wet from the club and so were my tops there was ** stains on my stockings they stunk of sweat I had to spray everything. I wore a new pair of long black patent thigh boots with platform heels they were expensive and my huge **. I talked with Mistress about the club she did not want to know what goes on there she said she is only letting me go for the money. Mistress seamed happy with me sucking ** and wanting put said if I ever start taking up the ** we are finished. I told Mistress I would pay her another hundred if she caned me she said wanted the money transferred right away I got mistress the cane and pulled my stockings down and Mistress cane my ** for a good Half hour I had to tell her about the traffic light code because she was hurting me she said did not give a ** it was noisy she was calling me Shelly and a ** ** I was leaking ** out of my chastity. Mistress also said the she was going to be going out with her single girlfriend after her holiday. She said they both will be looking for men her friend is already on dating site so mistress I assume will be also thinking of doing this she might already be. I then ended up massaging mistress back and shoulders and she said I best keep away from her ** as did not want to go with a dirty **.
I have to tell you. Communicating with you has been fun and exciting for me. It keeps me hot and bothered constantly, all I think of is sucking ** and swallowing **. I have 2 steady BFs, both married, one is ** me, and the other is talking about ** me. Because of you I started communicating with a few other men, I believe I need at least 3 or 4 men on a steady basis. We have to start communicating differently my email address is: ezliving98@yahoo.com. please start using it, I can make contact easier with you. George
Shelly. You are doing better every day. Been thinking about what you pay Mistress. That is a lot of money for a little help with make-up and being treated badly. I have mixed thoughts about that, I agree with your Pakistani slave, but I also like you having a mistress. You agreed to this because you want someone to control you, a master or a mistress. My question is she worth it? Glad to hear the two of you are going out together. It's OK to be humiliated publicly, if she does, enjoy it. It will bring you attention from men, a lot of men, probably both good and bad. ignore any bad comments and relish the good. Is she for real about dating when she comes back from vacation, why not now? I like that you want her to flash you and tease you and tell you her ** is for real men, that is the way it should be from now on, your mouth and body is also for real men, and she may need to be reminded of that. yes, do not give up on your neighbor, there may be others nearby that may catch your interest also. Honey, keep up what you are doing at the club and nights out, act feminine and flirt with as many men as possible, you will be surprised how many of those men will want to be lone with you. I really think breast implants will be so ** hot on you. Maybe sometime in the future you might want that Ace of Spades or BBC tattoo for real. Take good care of your slave, keep him naked, show him off as you ** and make sure he gets plenty of **, and definitely make love to him, he will be loyal to you do anything you ask if he believes he belongs to you. George
Yes George mistress has starred to get really dominant and making pay for everything. She said every time she does my makeup she wants paying £50 in Cash. When I go to the club I have to pay her £200. She going to dress in her stockings and heels tonight I am also dressing up. I have asked mistress to call me Shelly or ** when we have a drink tonight she said she plans getting a list for her new bedroom stuff and I have to pay for it all. I have asked for to flash at me at tell me am not ever allowed Pusey as it’s for real men. Mistress said when she comes back from her holiday and had a nice tan she will be going out with her single man friend she met on a night out. Mistress wants me to keep going to my clubs and paying her weekly this makes me hard. My Pakistani slave said my mistress was taking advantage of me I don’t think she is I like it what do you think George . Yeah I’m still going to try an SF flirt with my neighbour as definitely think he is close and be good to nip around for quick gay ** I just need to approach the subject with him tell him dress as a women see what he thinks. I am going to wear my queen of spades tattoo on my Leg tonight in front of mistress and tell her how I earned it sucking off a black man and going with a Pakistani. I humiliated the slave whilst sucking the black man off saying only alpha men get sucked off and he should be in chastity and stockings like I ** at the club. For you George we will make love naked apart from my wig and makeup if get false fits implants for you honey size e x
The weekend is on us again. I hope you enjoy it fully, and find plenty of **.