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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
Shelly. WE both want your mistress to take a lover, maybe two or three. Maybe she will be less mean to you if she does. She will never leave you or throw you out, she has a great deal going in your homosexuality. We just want her to be a happy ** for men, like you. You do not care about ** Mistress; she needs to understand that she is not your type for **. Do not be mean to your neighbor, he could be a great addition for you, and he is close. Always keep your options with men open. Reads like you have already found your first slave with the Pakistani. Use him, humiliate him and enjoy him. Make love to him as his emotional reward for being a good ** for you. Make it a point to see him as often as possible, also make him watch you with other men. I like the idea of requiring men to bribe you with a glass of wine before you will have ** with them, you are learning quickly that you have special assets and how to sell yourself. Hang around black men a lot, they are your ultimate goal. Try to ** off at least one or two every time you are there. Remember your ultimate plan is to be **, often and by BBC, just be patient it will happen soon enough. I think at some point in time you should allow yourself to be owned by a black man, shared and sold by him. Good Luck Honey. Kisses George
I have had to pay Mistress £200 for my whoring at the club she said if didn’t pay it in today she would our me in my local village with the pictures I sent her at the club. She is not happy seeing me in what she call blow up ** and and wig now refers to me as a ** or gay **. She said the £200 is hush money and the is no chance on earth i will ever ** were again as she does not want vd. She said I better have payed her money in and out of her way gone to the ** club by the time she has gotten back from shopping. It’s couple night and bi at the club she said I should stay out all night long. Mistress is now only interested in money she can make. She is also happy to send me to our local Indian dressed a a **. I do dom my men The Pakistani slave said I was the best he had ever had. He wanted to ** me off but I only would let him if the room door was open and other men came in and watched and we called him a ** ** sucker. I had another man ** on my stockings and heels then made this slave lick it up he did not want to but I threatened to leave him if he did not do as I asked. I then spunked all over his face. I going to have men that want ** with me buy me a class of wine before not after George. I was contacted by the daddy today by text he asked did I want my cherry taking u said yes. You are right about my neighbour he can ** off I have enough ** loads and don’t need him unless he wants to pay me. I will dress up and if he sees me and wants ** I will tell him straight I want paying George
My mistress is likely to out me and take a lover soon. I will try to keep asking her to dress **
Shelly. I wanted to tell you about a friend of mine. His wife was way into black men, so much so that she started spending weekends away whoreing for them. He always expressed pleasure knowing about her exploits. This gave him time to entertain men at home, with my encouragement he eventually got very involved with black men, he loved it. American black men are generally very dominate and controlling, especially if their men and women are white.
Hi Shelly. If I am wrong and the men like you wearing those big **, so be it, I simply like my men naked and real ** are so **. As for your neighbor, I wouldn't worry too much about him, in reality he may never be interested in you sexually, you now know there is a lot of men out there very interested in you, they are the men you should give yourself to. Honey, you are not too much of a ** at all, you are just getting started. Feed your ** to as many men as you can and do the same in return as much as possible. Be patient honey, in time with practice a big ** will feel perfect in your hands, mouth and **. Wow, I think a part time job in a massage parlor would be exciting once in a while, you would be getting paid to ** **, maybe not as exciting as walking the streets as a prostitute but the result may be the fun. I still think you should make it a point to specialize in Black and Brown men, one of two things should be happening, your need to be humiliated or to humiliate men. When I was younger, I enjoyed hamulating my lovers, now that I am older, I like to be embarrassed and forced to be someone **/**, the more public the better. LOL, one of my lovers used to wear a temporary tattoo on his body claiming to be my property, that was always a cool way to break the ice in social gatherings. I like to hear after ** your men bring you a glass of wine, that's ** and shows they appreciate you. Keep going to the party's and clubs, you are learning your way, it will be more fun and exciting every time you go. Don't know what to say about Mistress, just be nice, bring her gifts of ** things, tell her how ** she is and continue talking about her seeing other men. Good Luck my friend. George
Thanks George yes my neighbour partner walk pasted me and never spoke use used to i think my neighbour might have told her I was a dirty transvestite **. My neighbour cut the trees at the back of the garden you can now see into ours my mistress told me he was cutting the trees and left his trailer full of leaves by our fence I think she was trying to drive a wedge between us. His partner seams to be hanging around more she is not nice looking or a ** like me so I think my neighbour needs to be satisfied and be a regular ** on the side. I might ask him to take some of my rubbish in his trailer for a ** or night with me dressed up serving me. Yes Mistress work problems are coming to a head I will continue going to this new big club now it is just has ** everywhere maybe I am becoming to much of a **. George I know you told me not to wear my silicone k ** but they went down well in the club. It was nice to go in the massive bar area wear there was a pool table and leather chairs and have wine bought for me by men just after **. Every time a man ask me to go in a room now and going to make him first buy me a glass of wine. The stalls wear you put your ** in the air are called the piggy stalls must be about 6 bays dark men all wait to take turns on trannys arses. I made my slave get in one he was terrified but I just slapped his **. The black man I sucked off wanted to ** me in the piggy stall I am gutted now I did not let him but my ** is not used to any ** and his 9 nick ** would had hurt. I will encouraging mistress and think she might take a lover in time. I need a steady boyfriend so might go to the gay village in my city there I can also go on into the streets and sell my services as a ** dressed up. Will also advertise as a dominant t girl. If I meet the t girl with the real ** at the club again she said owns 4 massage parlours offering happy ending maybe get a job with her she said does 90 a week : )
Shelly. Sorry I was so late getting back to you. I work two days a week and this was one, not always but generally Tuesdays and Thursdays. And allowing for 8 hours between us, makes my response a little late. Sorry. George
Hi Shelly. I hear your frustration with Mistress, she seems to be up and down on you. I applaud you for staying the course. You have been honest with her and tried to be supportive. Continue on course, you are in your way to becoming an honest **, and I mean that very positively. She may be having some issues at work or whatever, she may have always been a little mean with you. Do you think if she does have an affair, she will not tell you? If that is the way it will happen, so be it, do not despair, its important you remain honest and true to yourself. Always continue helping and promoting her to step out with other men and taking them to her bed. If she chooses to not tell you, nothing you can do about it. But do not give up on your dreams. As for taking ** in your man **, do not get in a hurry, it will happen when it happens, watch others when you can. For now, I think the important thing for you is to ** a lot of **, get really good at it and let a lot of men ** you off, get good at ** a mans face. Learn to be a good **, then you may be ready to hit the streets and sell yourself as a prostitute. Whoreing yourself out is a awesome goal, do not give up on that. Have you seen your neighbor lately? You should have more than one boyfriend. If you decide to settle for just one, he should be more than willing to share you with other men. But he should be very strict about not allowing you to have ** with a woman ever, those days are over for you. Absolutely go to any party you can, be around other men like yourself. Good Luck Sweetie. George
Maybe I should have hidden my cd as sissy ** self from mistress like all of the other gay men and crossdressers i only went all out ax I want to push boundaries as me and Mistress are sexless have been for some time. I believe even I’d i am completely gay taking up the ** and Mistress knows there will be no difference in her behaviour. She is like a stooge and will not leave how can any real women go on without her own cocktailmx
Mistress got really nasty to me by message calling me a ** and treating to expose me and all the other gays she did not like me telling her I had a daddy in the club with a wife and said it was filthy and disgusting said the daddy needed his ** cut off and some of the other gays she thinks they all need exposing. She went on and said my ** money to here was hush Money she done my nails and. Make up abs said I could go as she needed the money. Make she has a bad day think the pictures of Shelly in club dressed up in stockings and suspenders and black patient 6 inch heels and my massive ** struct a nerve and she is jealous of the ** Shelly gets and all the gay men. I think she is a negative ** and wont take ** herself or have ** and is jealous of anybody else having a good time. In the next breath she then messaged me and said go your club tomorrow. After telling what diseases I will get having ** and the club I told her I use condoms. I think she. Is ready to out me two my family will pay mistress the £200 tomorrow to hopefully get her the chill out. She has stuff going on at work and think took it out on me today I don’t mind being called a ** but not want all her other negative stuff when I have done nothing wrong and just had a great time loved it met so many nice people who just trapped with nagging frumpy wife’s your advise George am defo not being pressured not to take it up the ** by mistress
Yes Mistress said all the cd at the blob of her makeup services I think it’s a great money making idea and I can also blow them or take them to the club if they want. Yes Mistress has now excepted me as a ** ** sucker not sure fully gay as am not taking ** up the area but as soon as Mistress give the word I will and love it. Is mistress going to cheat on me definitely and she want tell me that is just the kind of ** she is. I am keeping letting know how much of a ** Shelly is and told her I love sucking black ** and am planning going the club tomorrow its is couples and cd night. I heard it’s not the best night for t girls as they are competing with real ** and ** is it worth my while going ? X am I becoming a ** George I think I am. Best clean my heels and sweaty spunky clothes x how can I tell mistress to support me taking ** up my ** money is best help as she is a tight ** ?
We know Mistress is jealous. Do you think she will cheat behind your back, or be open about it now? Does she do a good job on your make up? What do you think about her doing other CDs make-up? She has definitely excepted you as a CD and gay man. At least you are not cheating behind her back with another woman, you are openly having ** with men. I hope she becomes as serious of a ** as you are becoming. George
Mistress said she wants me to tell my other ** friends about her makeup service on gay trannys she will offer. No mistress is going to go behind my Back she knows and gay and has been with many men before you are right she is jealous and this will make her want to cheat more now
Shelly. I am proud of you. You ae becoming a ** for men. You should encourage Mistress to be a ** also.
Shelly, Honey, we all know you are gay. Embrace it and enjoy every minute. Stay longer and ** a few more men. Sucking ** and jacking men off is something you love and intend to do a lot more. A big step is when you start letting men ** you. Do you still have plans to prostitute yourself out? That is an extreme where you may need a little help doing. I am thinking taking a Black Boyfriend and getting that BBC tattoo will inspire you. Is crossdressing is still fun? How do men receive you as a CD? I think a jealous mistress is good for you, she is thinking you cannot have all the fun. AS your master, help her dress like a ** and entice men. Spend time with her as sisters, talk and encourage her to see more than just one man. I think you should try to set her up with a few dates. Is mistress actually going out on a date or are you just hoping? Kiss. George
Yes Mistress is becoming jealous am looking to now go out with a single man she met on a night out. Mistress Seam happy with me sucking and ** ** am when I came back a bit earlier from club yesterday said I should have stayed later she actively trying to turn me gay ?