Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
Shelly. Sweetie, reads like you're becoming well indoctrinated into the lifestyle and enjoying it completely. You met a possible boyfriend. You also now have a slave to worship you. You are getting into interracial which is an exciting direction to go, you might earn a BBC tattoo if you do enough of them. I love men that partially transition over. She probably displayed her ** proudly to everybody. They are so **. Do not worry about Mistress, Be proudly gay and experience men in every way possible. She is probably becoming jealous and may start openly start seeking men on her own. Keep encouraging her, buy ** clothing for her to show off in. Kisses. George
I went to the club today George Mistress done my make up and nails she wants paying she still a uncomfortable about me having ** ** with men but said If I want to be completely gay it’s up to me how can she expect me going to the gay club dressing up and sucking and ** ** yet not encourage me to take ** up my man ** double standards.
At the club I met a daddy and we went in the room I was dressed like a ** big massive silicone ** stockings and suspenders and black high heels I deep throated him and he we exchanged numbers he might be a boyfriend. He wanted to take my cherry he was married. I also sucked of a huge black man he wanted to ** me in the piggy stalls but I got him ready for another t girl. I wanked an older man off on a bed he skunked all over my hands. I domed an Pakistani slave had him buy me drinks a worship me then let him ** me off he said I was the hottest most dominant r girl he had every met and loved worshiping me I let another man ** over my stockings and high heels and had my Pakistani slave lick this up he hated it then I wanted off all over his face shot loads he loved my cream called me goddess. Before I left in the changing rooms I met another t girl who had a ** job she looked hot lot older than me and said was spending 12k on a face lift she was **. I am going again Friday last night of the month I think might be women as well so hears harder to get **. I have to pay Mistress for my ** now she must now now I am gay. Yes George for you I would be completely naked and us make love all night in my stockings and suspenders and heels makeup and wig x
Hi Shelly. I still am not excited about you wearing all those garments. Not only will you feel uncomfortably hot, your going to have to strip to have ** with any men. Your costume is for special nights out. Do not wear the chastity devise, you want free access to your ** and **. You need to be completely naked at the club, everyplace. I would not bother with a towel, forget modesty, be naked and proud, have a great time, be a complete ** for the day. Mistress is still ** with you, she is going to do that often, get used to it. This is not a time to concern yourself about her and if she is ** another man or not., today is about you. ** off as many men as you can, let then ** you off. If you feel ready now may be the time to feel ** in your man-**. When you are in a place surrounded by gay men, take advantage of it. Thanks for saying you would like to ** me off, that is what I would want to do with you. I also would want to lay completely naked with you and make out like lovers. Its time to kiss your men everywhere, enjoy your sexuality. Be 100% gay, be a full-blown **, enjoy every moment. George
It’s going to be hot today in the club especially in stockings and suspenders and my massive ** but mistress said I Should wear them with thigh high boots she knows I will be boiling hot maybe hope I will pass out in the heat I wonder if I will get much ** today it is a fair drive. I am asking Mistress if I’m wearing a chastity or not George I like telling mistress I am gay since you told me to it’s seams to have brought us closer as sister and she just now wants to use me for making her money and also get herself back on the dating scene again thank you George love to ** you off for your help
Yeah am getting ready soon for the gay club will be looking to go with as many men as possible. You are right George I do want to take ** up my area now Mistress said a long time ago even when I used to play with her and her talk dirty that I was gay. How do women now this do they have instinct that tells them maybe for mating. Mistress said she is fed up of my gay talk and now actively going to go out with single friends now I think she met someone on night out I asked her was she ** and she said yeah it difficult to tell with Mistress she probably was she is very deep advice please George
Mistress is simply trying to freak you out. You are fine. Use condoms when men ** you always. I never use condoms when I am sucking ** and eating **, but I love the taste of **. One of my friends just left here 10 minutes ago, a nice hard ** and a good load of **. when you get **, be sure to use plenty of lube. You know you are gay, and you know you want to experience the full gay lifestyle. ezliving98@yahoo.com. Enjoy my friend. George
Am going the club tomorrow Mistress said she needs the cash. Mistress is doing my nails and eyelashes am wearing my massive ** practicing as a ** in the club with my stockings Andy suspenders and 6 inch heels I have bought extra strong condoms as I plan on being taken but am a bit scared as mistress said l am probably already full of all kinds of viruses what does she me George ?
I am taking it up the ** tomorrow I’ve informed Mistress and she has said going out with a single man now am gay
It’s happening tomorrow George need your personal email as playing up
Shelly. I just want to remind you. Mistress is your master. Whatever she says, she is always right. Until you choose another master, she is your lord. Become as Gay a ** as you possibly can. Encourage your master to take lovers openly in front of you. If your Master was a man, you would encourage him to do the same.
Shelly. Good morning my favorite Homosexual across the pond. Saying sorry to Mistress no matter if it was your falt or not, is what you must always do. She knows you are gay., just as you know it. Just except that is the way it is going to be. She may be doing special grooming and thinking about becoming sexual again, at this time encourage Mistress daily. Tell Mistress you lover her, and you will do anything to help her start seeing other men with your blessings. As for tomorrow, absolutely yes plan on visiting the Meat Market. Make sure all of nails are polished, eye lashes and shadow done and fresh lipstick. You need to see and feel as many ** as possible. Visit the sauna. Get your experience being sucked and ** as many men as possible. As you know a good Blow-Job is amazing. Is your goal still to become a serious crossdresser and a street walking **? I hope so. Kisses. George
Yes I will say sorry for my rudeness to Mistress she is all I have and helped me on this journey to be a ** for men. She knows full well what I get up to in the gay club ls happy for me to go if she is getting financial gain. She must know I ** ** and ** men off I think the weird stuff she is seeing men ** another man up the ** mistress doesn’t like this aspect of gay **. When I am dress as a women and ** I don’t feel like a man so don’t see this as a problem how can I get mistress to see my point. Tomorrow I could go the big club That is full of ** meat market or the smaller club that is less action more for cross dressing and meeting a boyfriend for ** ?
I notice shaving products and cream in cupboard and wonder if mistress is now starting to prepare her body. I might go down dressed this time and tell mistress I will be having ** ** there is nothing wrong with that is there George or should she must now am gay
Keep in mind Shelly. You have given yourself over to Mistress, at this time she is your only master. Until you take a steady male lover, and choose for him to be your master, she is it. Mistress Karen is your supreme Master. Personally, I think it's better and safer that way for now. She knows you want ** with men; she is still getting used to that. Becoming that ** **, crossdresser prostitute is going to take some time and practice with many men. As for hormone therapy that I recommend, if it shrinks your pinus a little, if you do not want that, maybe you should consider breast implants and laser treatment to remove facial and body hair. I personally think a man with perfect shaped ** is totally ** and way popular with other men. Make up with Mistress, at this time she is your chosen master.
HI Shelly. If you and Mistress have an argument, she better than anyone knows how to say what she thinks are mean things and hurt you. Personally, I like it, but in public may not be the appropriate time or place to be calling you a **. If you require her permission to attend the club or be that **, I guess you better think carefully about what you say to her. After all, you have given Mistress permission to control your life, if you try to stand against her you will Loose just because she now is your master. I believe weird gay stuff is what you ultimately are seeking. At this point I think you should apologize to Mistress, tell her you lover her and you will try to be more obedient if that is what she wants. Ask her what she means by saying weird gay stuff, that is what you want. Good Luck Shelly.... I do like the title ** Shelly. George
My mistress started calling me a gay man and a ** in public yesterday after we had a fall out she was really bitter I am wondering what she is up to. She then further upset me by saying I could only attend the club if I was not up to any weird gay stuff and wanted paying is mistress playing with my mind advice George