New girlfriend, old trouble
We split with my ex gf over what we would or not do in bed. She was into very Christian things like trying to have a baby. I was into trying out all the alternatives first. So she said I was ** addict and I told her she was prudish and we split.
It took me a longer time to find a new girl. I was more careful. I wanted somebody to join me in sexual explorations. I am young and no I am not a ** addict. I just want to know what it is like before I decide to say YES and start a family. I do not want to be just a sponsor for some lazy girl who gets impregnated and thinks herself a queen.
So this new girl seemed like a good try. She likes trekking, she likes biking, she likes reading and she eats my food (I cook, I am a trained cook and I want to have a restaurant one day soon).
Now after some flowers and kisses we ended up in my bed. I was very careful at the start then I started trying things with her. She seemed responsive and positive. But then as soon as I reached for her ** she told me to stop that. I stopped and she told me she never had that. I told her why not now try it. She cooled down and it all boiled down. I snapped an image of her ** on my smartphone and I am sure she did have it before. But now she will not. Or maybe it is just with me.
So I am hesitating if I do want to go ahead with her. I am not obsessed but I want to know things are possible. To live a life with missionary style only woman I think could be asking too much of me.
In my experience good Christian women enjoy big hard ones and being pounded. It creates good balance between reality and their delusions.
Marry the missionary girl. Filthy ** will just ruin your life. Don't forget they've had a mile of ** before you waved your little thing at her. And a bunch of disease! Stick to the mice girl and you'll have a long happy life.