To an ex-friend and fling...
We haven't spoke in more than a year. I've dealt with a lot of anger, confusion, sadness, and shame. I've done my best to forgive myself, and to be empathetic towards you. And I finally think I'm ready to get back into dating. The only thing stopping me is having almost no photos of myself.
I know firsthand I can be happy without you. And you're not the only woman on the planet who could love me. But part of me hopes you reach out, before someone else takes me away from you forever. If I never hear from you again, I want you to know you changed me in many ways. I learned so much about myself because of you. And what we had, despite how quickly it was over and how much pain it brought, I still want to thank you; it was beautiful and I hold the memories of it tight.
Wow so you really ** up. We all make mistakes but guess what? I bet she already dates someone she likes better than you. If she hasn't she ought to.