Im a closetted 19 year old bisexual guy and I have a crush on one of my very attractive best friends who is Mormon, and most likely straight but confuses the heck out of me. He doesn't know I'm bi though.
We met about a year and a half ago at work. I'd just moved to the city and had no friends.
After a short while, we became close friends and he once told me that I'm the only one he likes at work cus everyone else is boring and stupid. We watched movies a lot, put playlists on each others ipods, I'd spend the night a lot, and we'd hang out all the time.
I grew strong feelings for him and eventually felt extremely jealous anytime he'd hang out with people from work, but I would never show it. He had a crush on this girl from work and he started seeing her. I felt upset, jealous and stupid.
I challenged myself not to text or call him to try to get over him.
I almost hated him, but then him and the girl never dated and he had no other close friends in the area but me so I had to be there for him.
A couple of months ago, he transfered job location and moved back to his parents' place because he's leaving for a 2 year Mission in a few weeks. We still hang out every other week or so. I'm sad that I won't hear from him or see him for 2 years, but I'm glad that hopefully I'll get over him soon.