I don't know how often I can say I'm sorry
I've hurt you for the last 9 years. I didn't put you first in our marriage, but I see that now. I really do. I've been trying my ass off over the last week to make you see that. I thought you'd be happy that I can see now, and I want desperately to make it right between us, but, you're not. I get a door slammed in my face every single time I try with you. Our daughter hates me. She would rather that I was gone. Our son just wants us to be together and happy. I want us to be together and happy. I love you with all of my heart. I can say sorry as many times as I want, but, it's meaningless to you. All I want is a little hope. Just a little nod that I'm doing the right thing. All I see is that you're staying to punish me. I didn't cross any line other that not putting you first in our marriage. I haven't cheated. I haven't lied. I just let my ego get in the way, but I'm a broken man now. I come to God and I ask His blessing on us. I beg your forgiveness, but I get stomped on. If this is all to punish me, have the decency to say so.