I have cut you out of my life, but I still think about you every day. I cannot write you or call you, for it would not serve either of us. I cannot be connected with you right now because you are the exact ideal of everything I could ever want paired with such destructive qualities I don't deserve to withstand.

My heart is filled with such love for you. It confuses me to be around you- and I just can't bridge the polarity of my feelings. I did not cut you out of my life for her- I did it for myself. I did it because being around you is too confusing for me. My heart cannot handle it, and you do not know how to handle it either.

I miss you everyday. I can only hope there comes a day when we meet again and can forge some kind of connection from a place of wholeness. And if we don't, my friend, I will still think of you and wish you all the happiness and light in the world.

I love you.

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  • Well I don't want to blood sacrifice myself just for jesus. that is as bad as preaching killing yourself for mohomand and budda or chiva and karbullah or Allah. etc I want to be in a religion that allows me to live my life to the fullest and best and longest with god and the new testament in my heart, mind and soul and deeds but I don't love jesus enough to die for him. sorry but I just won't do that for anyone.

  • If you love that person....honestly love them,then you must go to them and talk to them about the destructive qualities. IF they recognize the problems and are willing to get professional MAKE the necessary changes...then you will not be throwing away the love of your life. True love hopes all things believes all things, and it never fails. So long as you are with anyone, there will be things each of you much correct......dont' slam the door. God works miracles.

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