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Grayorblue
I have cut you out of my life, but I still think about you every day. I cannot write you or call you, for it would not serve either of us. I cannot be connected with you right now because you are the exact ideal of everything I could ever want paired with such destructive qualities I don't deserve to withstand.
My heart is filled with such love for you. It confuses me to be around you- and I just can't bridge the polarity of my feelings. I did not cut you out of my life for her- I did it for myself. I did it because being around you is too confusing for me. My heart cannot handle it, and you do not know how to handle it either.
I miss you everyday. I can only hope there comes a day when we meet again and can forge some kind of connection from a place of wholeness. And if we don't, my friend, I will still think of you and wish you all the happiness and light in the world.
I love you.
It would be very interesting to hear from the person you're "in love with"/ feel so superior to. I would be willing to bet they would paint a picture of you that's far less complimentary than you think it would be.
What does "grayorblue" mean?
If you love that person....honestly love them,then you must go to them and talk to them about the destructive qualities. IF they recognize the problems and are willing to get professional help....to MAKE the necessary changes...then you will not be throwing away the love of your life. True love hopes all things believes all things, and it never fails. So long as you are with anyone, there will be things each of you much correct......dont' slam the door. God works miracles.