My ex broke up with me after three years. I put everything I had into that relationship and feel like I had influence on who he is today. Yes we had ups and downs, but I was still there ready to fight for what we had.
We are over now and ive been dating around. It has been time but god I still love him. Like love, the most true love feeling I have ever felt. I don't know what to do at all about that.
In the mean time, I have been seeing some guys causally but there is one that has my eye. We both want the same thing (nothing serious) and he does not treat me the right way but god the s*x is good. Is it the chemicals or hormones? I cannot stop thinking about him and everything he does. I want him to feel as obsessed with me as I am with him. We talk all the time but the most basic. However I cannot stop thinking about him. When I see him I can't help but think 'wow you're not great...' but I am obsessed. I need to get it off of my chest. Maybe it is the need for attention but I only want his?? What is happening. I do not know what to do.