How does your brain work...?
Okay, I know a lot of people out there don't care about a 13 year old asking for help, but you know what? This is not fake and it would make my life at least a little more easy if SOMEONE would respond... I have tried to talk with others about this but it doesn't work, I don't really know why. Maybe it is because people come confessing to me, I don't blame them, I am good at keeping secrets and giving advise when it's NOT about love or crushes, you name it.
Oddly, I am good friends with some boys (ok, many...) because at my school most of the girls are snobs with little skirt and expensive handbags, plus they have a new crush every few days and blabla bla. Let's say I am not like that and the boys seem to like me for that. They SEEM to, but what am I really for them?
A good buddy? You know, I love to be the girl-buddy but COME ON!! Don't I deserve some love?!? Why does it look to me like I am the second choice for most of you? And if you keep running off to other girls, why, WHY do you bother coming back!?! What the h*** makes you come back?!? Is it because you know you can stick to me and I will treat you like an equal?? AAHHHRG!!! HOW DOES YOUR F****** BRAIN WORK???
Who knows, maybe it isn't so different from mine.