We Are Magic, But Can't Have Eachother
I am with someone and we've been together for years. A couple of years ago, I met this guy in a group I joined. We started out by hating eachother, because he was a real j***. But somehow that turned into something else between us. I know without a doubt that he feels the same way for me. But he won't/can't admit it to me. He's married. All I know is that when we are together, we are magic. We have a lot of the same interests, same sense of humour, etc. unlike the guy I am with. I don't know how I can love two people, but I do. Neither of this saw this coming, and we haven't acted on it. Haven't even sat down to talk about it! But it's a very special and beautiful secret thing between us. It's hard sometimes, but it is what it is and I feel that I'm lucky to have this kind of love in my life. Maybe the future holds something good for the both of us.