I love my boyfriend. I really do. He's amazing in every way, and I am not at all dissatisfied with our relationship.
I'm in a foreign country on an exchange program. I made out with one of the guys on the exchange when they were in America, and I told my boyfriend when it happened and he forgave me and things went back to normal. But now I'm here, and this other guy is very persistent. He says he loves me, and I believe him even though I wish it weren't true. We've started to hook up again, but nothing more than kissing. I know i'm an awful person, and I don't know what to do. Life is only one, and I love both of them. Both have saved my life at some point and both love me properly. I can't tell my boyfriend, it'd destroy everything, but I feel like if I had passed this guy up I would have regretted it for my whole life. I go away in 4 days. I just don't know if I can live with the guilt. And if I can does that make me a horrible person?
Love is love. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.