I'm in love with a guy I've never met.

I met him online and and we talked on the phone every day for two years. We dated and I fell in love with him and he said he loved me. Everything seemed great and then he just decided he didn't want any of it anymore. So he just stopped calling, stopped picking up my calls, stopped replying to my texts and emails... He just stopped. The thing is, he's been lying to me for a really long time. The pictures he shows me, the name he gave me; it isn't him. But I don't care. I'm in love with the person he is, not the picture he gave me. And that on it's own is a problem, but throughout our "relationship" he's done some pretty terrible things. He's cheated on me... He disappears for days at a time without a single word. -- I can't help but love him, though... It's a problem. After he disappeared for that final time, it was about 6 months and I had finally started to be okay with being without him. And then he called and he said he was sorry and that he loved me, but he doesn't know if we should get back together. Because this has always been h****** him. Me ? I told him I hated him for breaking my heart and hurting me the way he did, but that I wanted to be friends. So we talk on the phone now... Like we did then. He tells me he loves me and I hesitate, but I say it back. Because even after all that... If he just said the word, I'd take him back in a heartbeat...

And that's a problem. :/

Mar 5, 2011

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  • repost! BORING!

  • same f****** bullshit! stop posting this c*** of a confession you f****** ditch pig s***.

  • you met him online and never in person. Thats not a relationship, thats desperation. Why don;t you meet a real person?

  • because its all in the c**** head. Don't buy into this rocking horse s***.

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