What to do..?
Ive been battling depression since 7th grade. I have anxiety problems, ADHD, loads of "my issues pills" (ADHD meds, depression pills, pain killers, etc...) and ex bf problems. I thought I finally found a guy who understands what I need in a relationship, but i guess i was wrong yet again. Who am i? I am a jr in high school "blessed with big b****" but i find it a curse, somewhat skinny, nice legs, and an ok face. I hate relationships because my question is do they like me for me or because i have b****? I find this kid who shall remain nameless and him and i date for 2 months without any problems then prom hits. We get in a little argument or missunderstanding then get over it. Two days later the same problem again. He asks me if i even want to be in a relationship anymore which i did, or thought so. The next day i want my space, since that whole conversation the night before made me cry 9hrs straight. I felt like he was pushing me away hitting my low points. Hello here sir you know i am still depressed just not as bad. Then i just want to be done with his stress and BS so later that week i wanted to end it which my close friend helped me do. But what confused me the most is he pushed me away those two days then when i wanted to be over he was not gonna budge at all he didnt want it to then. I might have fractured my hand with a boxers fracture from punching that wall. And 4 days later he decides to txt me and for the most part beg to get me back? I dont do this whole crying thing but i did from him. I also dont do second chances. But from that bad explination I hope i just did the right thing. I know punching walls isnt good but thats what i do instead of cutting again or anything else. But he forgot about all that so i guess im asking did i do the right thing and end it and tell him to get over me or should i go at it and give him another chance. Im just confused and a teenager and need help. No im not expecting to get married to this kid but he forgot what i did to myself before and made me do it again...what do i do?