I have a problem
I can't stop hating you for the pain you intentionally caused me. I watch you and you watch me back, and I can barely look you straight in the eyes. I am so happy I get to shove my life in your face and one of these days I'm just going to start talking really loudly about him, and how great our relationship is. I feel so so bad for it... but you did it to me and you will NEVER know what it did to me. I've never had anyone try to hurt me before. I hope no one else does so I don't lose control and hurt them permanently... But it's too late for you.