I want to f*** the brains out of one of my friends. We used to be closer but now don't talk at all much. I'm pretty sure she's considered s** with me before, but at the same time I also feel that she pities me because of my social awkwardness.
I think that she used to find me attractive sometimes. If only I was more confident I know I would have gotten to be inside her.
HUGE regrets on my part. she is an EXTREMELY attractive girl. literally everywhere we went people would tell her how pretty she is. I want to bang my head on a desk.