So i know this might sound sick but i kind of look forward to my child having to go to the doctors, because your there. Its been about a lil over a year, and i literally count down the days till i get to see u, or maybe even "accidentally" run into you when u get out of work. I hate when people assume im married because i have a child when indeed i dont even want to be with the person im with, let alone be married. I have a child and it makes everything that much more confusing. I think about you so much its ridiculous. I feel as if im cheating when im the type thats soooo against cheating. ugh. i look forward to going to bed at night hoping ill have another dream with you in it. and to tell u the truth i never really even had a full blown conversation with u, i think of all sorts of stuff i would like to talk about/ask u and then the time comes and there i go blanking out. that time i seen u get out of work, and i said "have a good night" i didnt really need milk, i just used it as an excuse to come out and timed it to run into u, and that time i seen u sitting at ur car smoking.....u should really stop cuz ur far too cute to smoke. and are u really a bostons fan??? ur so freaking tall and just sweet and humble and ....and....id love to kiss you. i know nothing could be cuz i dont even know ur situation, and my situation is a whole subject on its own. so i guess ill continue on doing what ive been doing...dream.