I'm ashamed of my own body.
I never really took my self for who I am. I still dont. I wish I would love myself, but as soon as i get close to ny goal, theres this one gorgeous face and body that I want. And i just cant stand my own body. It just bothers me.
I wish i was the Victoria's Secret Model. I wish I was that gorgeous that I could wear a bra in front of bipassers in the mall. I wish I could pull of a bikini. But i guess I just cant. I have like , 3 bikinis but havebt touched one of them in countless years.
I wish I could love myself. im not pretty at all and i just wish i could be myself and LOVE it. but i guess I cant.
Do I need to see a therapist? Is there something wrong with me? Well, If you have any suggestions will you please please leave a comment. I dont know what I should do to change the way I think about myself. Please help me. Im ashamed of my own body.