I hate the person my job has turned me into. I have no emotions, I feel like a robot and not sure if I am really not in love with my husband anymore or if this job has turned me to such a person that I don't know how I feel about anything. Our children are in private school, we just bought a house and I still have a car payment so I can't just quit my job. I just want to feel again, I want my old life back where I was happy and I could love. How can I love him when I don't love the person I am?