Stopping is just impossible.

I love shooting heroin, it's so odd. Every time I do it I'm so f****** miserable but I just keep going back. My fiancé told me it was either her or drugs, I verbally chose her but I keep getting high on anything I can. I'm totally poor after so much getting high but I still find ways like pawning my belongings and sometimes stealing what cash I can. I'm an addict and I have been to rehab 4 times. I'm going to die this way and I know it. I love my family and fiancé but in the end my brain just screams shoot dope, and then I do it. I hate my life, I just want to stop.

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  • Heroin isn't something you can just stop.. It's a part of you now. I'm currently dealing with addiction myself.. I hope you can find a way to get well without the dope and fix your s***. I wish you the best of luck and good vibes.

  • I agree! Try going to an NA or AA meeting. They can help.

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