Wanting to Cheat
I am a 28 year old woman with 3 kids and I have been married for 9 years. I've been 100% faithful to my husband since we met and started dating in 2000. If you add it up, I've been with him since I was 17 years old and I don't know if it's because I'm realizing now that I never got to have a real single life before him or if it's because he's become the kind of person I don't like being around (lazy, liar, verbally abusive, terrible dad, boring), but I have been fantasizing about what it would be like to be with another man. I met a dad at my son's soccer practice the other day and he is extremely attractive and was very flirtatious toward me and I honestly think that if he were to ask me to be with him, I would. I can't leave my husband though because it would hurt the kids too much to see us split up. I have talked to my husband about our problems and he doesn't seem to take me seriously that I'm unhappy. I want to just take it into my own hands and go be happy on the side with another man and nobody ever has to know.