If only you knew
I realized I was pregnant on a beach holiday with my parents and had to pretend like nothing was wrong. After crying endlessly alone and falling asleep to tears I finally got back to the city where I got an abortion and fell deeper into depression. Only one other person knows. Others around me blame me for d*** worse in school and keeping to myself. Its not drugs, its not hate. Mom, its just something you would have never forgiven me for.