Recent strong feelings for another girl.
I am completely in love with my flatmate's friend.
She looked so beautiful the first time I talked to her, and I couldn't stop thinking about her ever since. I can't stop looking at her photos on Facebook, and that one time she talked to me and asked for my number (asking out for coffee as FRIENDS) was the happiest night of my life. I am not close to her at all, having just met her several times, but just a simple hello from her lights up my day like nothing else. Everytime I go somewhere (town, library, night out...) I pray that I would bump into her, which motivates me to look my bestest wherever I go.
I know this would never work out since she is straight and oh so perfect, but I would give up anything just to be with her. I have never felt this way about any other girls before, let alone guys, and still am in denial about being a lesbian but if I can just be with her then I would gladly accept that title any day.