I have a really huge crush on a senior in my high school. we have this program called "peer group connection" where they have two seniors discuss issues with about 10 freshman. i thought it was stupid when they first brought it up and i thought i would hate it because i'm really shy when i'm talking to a group of strangers. first day i met him, i didn't think much of him. i just thought it was funny and it was okay, but every week i noticed new things in him i never noticed before. he would start saying "aw," at the little things i said and it made me more nervous then before. eventually i would start responding back and making jokes and we started to gradually get closer. suddenly i became his number one priority in p.g. i started getting all mindless around him and i got scared that i may have began to grow feelings for him. he would start stopping to say hi to me in the hallways and i would just wave back. as the next p.g. went on, he decided to rub his hand on my head and i have the worst reactions to that. and of course him being him decided to keep doing it. i grew fond of it. i waited everyday just for him to pass by and pat my head and run off. but sadly, i have the worst luck. he was joking around about the new twilight movie coming out and i said i wanted to see it and he started joking around telling me to get out so i said "no! i love you too much ___." two times i said it. after that, we just stopped talking. last week's p.g. i felt stupid so i tried to avoid looking at him. but i felt eyes on me every few seconds so i'd look up and he was staring at me. i would just turn away. then he kept trying to fool around with me but i treated him the opposite of what i used to. and he tried to use me as an example for something so he started yelling at the side of my face and when i turned around and he was right in front of me, i squeaked and he just smiled and walked away. i just don't want to fall more for him than i have already because honestly how ridiculous to think a senior would like a freshman.