I slept with another man after talking to him for 2weeks. and the fact of the matter is i am married. He said all the right things and made me feel wanted so I cheated. We had oral s** in his car and it was amazing. now i cant stop thinking about him and he dont even give a rats ass about me. i can never tell my husband because i love him so much and it would just kill him. idk why i did it but i felt like i weight was lifted, off of me afterwords.