When i was younger not many people liked me because i was really annoying but i never noticed it.I had a few friends but they only pretended to be friends with me,but yet i still hung by them.Some people would say to me "No one likes you!B****!" i really just ignored them.but one day,some one said those words "No one likes you." sternly,no names,that night i went home and i thought and thought about it.thats when i realised how annoying i was.
Not so long ago i started to high school.again no one liked me,apart from a few people,and my best friend.and shortly after that i started cutting myself in sadness,and a few day later,i brought a knife into school.I was going to kill my biggest enemy,fourtunetly the teachers found out in time,and my family now knew.i thought things would become better,they said they would 'help' i was wrong.
They asked nothing but questions! and i was starting to become really scared!
things have setled down now,but i still have nightmares about murder,which has made me a very horrible person,they dont ask questions as much now,but im still very scared!i cry myself to sleep every night,they never helped me,they made it worse.
i am 12.female.
i was even crying and frightd writing this...