Hopefully

Everytime I see him, I can't help but smile. My heart doesn't race and I don't get butterflies like I used to around guys I liked. This just feels so natural in a way. It's so different from what I'm used to. Every time we're in his car I noticed his eyes are on me. At work he's always around me. When I'm on break and I come up to talk to him he pushes me playfully into the kitchen and says to go eat, hang out, and that I deserve a rest. When he goes on break he comes to the front to see if I need help with the excuse of him being a year older, so he can do what he wants. If he's supposed to leave at closing and I have to stay to close he'll stay with me. The other night when a manager offered me a ride it seemed like he was trying to talk her out of it so he could drive me. Any time I see him he asks how I got to work to make sure I didn't walk. When he catches me walking he'll pull up beside me and say "Get in.". He knows that my mom could care less about me at times and has seen how she can treat me. He sometimes gets furious at my mom and step-dad and will start to tell me how they shouldn't treat me like they do; but always apologizes for bashing them saying it's out of line. When he saw the bruises on my arms he knew what they were from, and he shook his head cussing under his breath. He turned and walked away with his head down.

Otherwise we're always talking and flirting. It really is great. Everyone swears there must be something between us. The thing is you can only get told you're worthless so many times by your own flesh and blood before you start to believe it. I really just hope there is something there...

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