I hate you
I hate you. You killed our twins and I didnt tell anybody. I loved you and thought you would never hurt me when I was carrying your children. You beat me so many times and I should have known. I recieved a phone call the other day from the 15 yr old mother of your son. You beat him. Your a monster. I should have killed you when I had the chance. There it was. I had the gun and the bullet. You KILLED MY BABIES!!! But I couldnt kill you. that would have been to easy on you. No. Instead you ruined your life. You are 24 and have a 2yr old son with a 15 yr old and a 5 month old with your heroin addict girl friend. You are nothing. I am in college finishing my nursing degree and I just bought my first house. I have everything I have ever wanted, except the thing I wanted the most. My babyies. I hope this doesnt make me a bad person but deep down inside Im glad they are dead. Because they do not have to be subjected to a monster like you. Im glad I didnt kill you, becasue I no you think of a way to kill yourself everyday.