It's Different Now
Last night, as you held me in your arms, I couldn't understand how I ever let myself betray you and sleep with another man. The love I felt for you within my heart overwhelmed me at that moment.
Knowing that I stopped uncaught and of my own accord doesn't really make me feel any better. I will live with this guilt everyday for the rest of my life, because that is how long I plan on being with you.