I'm A Prostitute

I'm a prostitute. I've been a prostitute since getting laid off in January. I don't prostitute myself often, but that doesn't change the fact that I am.

I don't feel dirty about it, and I don't see anything wrong with it, but I definitely don't enjoy it because a) it's dangerous, and b)I hate the clients, they're gross and I have to fake it. The only thing I like about it is that in two hours (two separate customers) I can make more money than I made slaving away, getting yelled at by my bitchy controlling boss at my old minimum wage job two weeks. And I control my schedule.

YES, I am actively searching for a "normal" job. I've had a few interviews and I'm hoping I get hired soon so I can quit this. The reason why I do it is for extra cash because I'm broke. I'm jobless. I have no friends or family to help me out a little, h*** I have no friends or family period. I need to survive.

I have hopes and dreams and goals and don't plan on doing this forever. Once I pay off my debt and get a regular job I won't do it again. I only do it to stay afloat because I'm having a rough time.

I believe in God, I'm a good girl, I've never gotten in trouble, and I always try to be kind to people. I'm careful not to catch anything or get raped, and no one would ever guess I do what I do.

I have a long distance boyfriend who I love very much and he has no idea. He doesn't even know that I got fired and the reason I'm depressed is because of my s***** financial situation and no job.

When I "work", I'm an actress. I'm not me, I'm whatever name I choose. I smile, get the customer off, and leave like nothing happened.

I needed to get that off my chest because I have no one to talk to about this and my crappy situation. I wish I did.


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  • Don't listen to everyone else.

    I admire you. It takes a lot of will power to be able to do what you do. You are a true inspiration to people. Prostitution isn't a dirty job. How is it? People always have casual s** you just get paid for it. In fact, that makes you wiser and more respectable.

    Did you know that you in your occupation has been proven to lower the rates of rape in society? Prostitution is doing a good. Who cares that it's s**. Your job does not define you.

    You are a survivor. You admit to needing the money and you go and take it because you want to survive and not live off welfare like so many middle-low class people in society. You WORK to get paid in a job no one wants to do, but has to be done.

    I admire you, respect you and wish you all the best in the future.

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