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Any other woman felt this?
Ive been married for almost 20 yrs to a great guy and great dad for our 2 kids but hes never ever ever been good in bed so ive almost always cheated a little bit here and there with differrent guys just so i can get the ** that a woman like me needs. but last year i found something that really lit me up in ways i cant explain but just want to see if anybody else has done it and gotten turned on by it. early last year i found out i was pregnant and then found out it probably belonged to one of the guys i was flinging with at the time and definitely not my husbands. i was totaly freaked but after a few days i started to like being pregnant for a man i wasnt married to. i didnt tell anybody but i just loved the feeling of walking around my husbands house and laying in bed with him and going to family functions and even to our church while i was carrying an illegitimate child inside me. i aborted it before i started showing but i couldnt get that feeling out of my mind. so last summer i went out and got myself knocked up again and i kept that baby even after i started to show and lied to everybody about who it belonged to but my husband never remembers when we ** so it wasnt a big deal. but that baby might have been black so i had another abortion to keep anybody from knowing and told my husband i had miscarried. after that i wanted another illegitimate feeling and started timing my ovulations and went out the whole weekend before valentines day with my new LTR boyfriend while my husband was out of town and got pregnant again this time totally on purpose. this time i think i want to keep it all the way and raise it like it belongs to my husband. the feeling of being pregnant with another mans baby and telling lies to my husband and kids and parents about it is just way too ** exciting to describe but i totally love the idea and i think that raising a child like that would be even more exciting, knowing that i got pregnant outside my marriage the way i did.
has anybody else ever done this? i know its weird and probably sick but i just wanna know if anybody else loves this way sooooooo much like i do.
Hi, glad to hear you're doing ok! Thank your friend for the compliments, lol. I'm still at it going strong! I've found out from personal experience that there are a lot of women out there who want it to happen to them - I'm only too happy to oblige. The feeling is terrific; when I ** and know that its working its way into a girl's ** to join up with one of her eggs, its unbelievably hot. Then knowing she's going to tell her boyfriend or husband that its his, is icing on the cake. I love the repeats too, and a lot of the girls I've knocked up have come back for more. I've gotten a lot of referrals too from women who've talked to their friends, like you. I don't know how many little bastards I've got running around right now, but I want to make a whole lot more! If you know somebody who's interested, let me know how I can get in touch with them; we could exchange emails/phone numbers more privately than posting here. Any ideas? Are you in the US/Canada - hopefully we live close to each other. Kiss the baby for me when he comes - tell him I'd love to give him a little brother or sister!!
hi to you too. :)
i called my friend barb just now and read her your last message and then she had me read them all but i left out anything talking about my situation because i do NOT trust her not to tell people that david isnt the father of my baby so i just skipped those parts and i hope you dont mind about that. i just cant take the chance that anybody would find out what i did and that i did it on purpose.
just so youll know i think ive just about decided definately to keep the baby this time. i got about 9 more weeks before i have to decide for sure whether or not to abort it but since i know this one is white i dont have to worry about anybody figuring out that my boyfriend is the father. david is just completely clueless about when we ** so i am so not worried that he will ever figure it out. plus david and everybody is so excited for me to have another baby and that makes it even more exciting to me. and even more nasty feeling. i love it. i really love having another mans baby in me all the time. theres one other big reason i might abort it but i dont want to say that just yet but i may say it to you later because i know you and i know you can keep secrets.
ill tell you what barb said about what you wrote when i read it to hrt. she said that if you said you had 15 bastards out there the real number is probably more like FIFTY because you may have some you dont even know about and you probably wouldnt actually say the true number. and she said "** just think about that and think about how much of a ** man he has to be to have 50 children in the world being raised by other men and to still be out there ** more girls and knocking there tiny little ** up!!" i think barb is right: you must be some kind of a ** man. jesus!!
btw........i live in the east part of the US now but david might get transferred sometime this summer but he doesnt have to take it but he might.
hi! loved your last message. (We should be sending these messages by private email. The comment section is open for
anybody to read). Your friend is right - I have a lot of little bastards running around, lol. The more girls I meet, the more I **, the more I **, the more I meet; the numbers just keep on growing. And women like to talk about it especially if it feels good to them. So then I get more. I love the excitement of it, the feeling of nobody except the woman I've knocked up and me knowing who the real father is. I love getting calls in the middle of the night, when a woman I've knocked up whispers that she wants my ** inside her - or that she wants another baby. I love having first call on her **, where she'll tell her boyfriend she's not feeling well so that its my ** that makes her belly rise.
Then there are the women I meet off chat lines, or when I'm out shopping or something. Some I ** and never see again - I don't know for sure if I knocked them up, but I'm pretty fertile, so I'd say, odds are, they're gonna have a baby, lol. (I try not to knock up girls who are single - I don't think I'm a ** that way). Would love to meet you sometime - guess what we could do? lol. Some secrets feel really good. Every time you kiss the baby, you'll know where he or she comes from. And nobody but you will know.
I love the feeling of other guys raising my little bastards and not having a clue!!
all the things you said about the babies were so beautiful that it made me cry. knowing that you are giving the girl the baby, knowing that its growing inside her and then seeing it coming out and her holding it in her arms, that kind of feeling can only be love. its true love for all those girls and all those illegitimate babies of yours. but the best thing you said and the sweetest thing there can be is what you said about the mother kissing her baby and kissing her child every time while its growing up and remembering how that child got conceived and who the real father is. god!! that is so ** beautiful!! but how can a thing that is so beautiful be so ** hot at the very same time? i think you know things about women that most men would never understand. jesus!!
I need your number. I want to hear your voice.