Married Peeper Next Door
I am twenty and said to be hot. And my girlfriends always tell me they wish they had my body, though I don't wear clothes to show it off, and I'm very religious. I go to church every Sunday, have taught Sunday School, and I am still a virgin. But, I let my guard down and I am a victim of l***.
A few months ago, I forgot to pull down my shade in my bedroom and had only my bra and panties on when I walked past my window. Out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw my next door neighbor looking out his window at me. I shut off the lights and my neighbor, a fifty year old dentist, was staring out his window into my bedroom window.
I was shocked at fist. My neighbor is a gentle, distinguished man respected by everyone. Then, I felt a tingling in my body, and I'm ashamed to say I began to like the idea of a safe way to show a man my body and I began to really like the excitement. I got so excited I could hardly walk because my body was trembling with l***.
The next night I walked in front of my window again with only my bra and panties on and shut off the light and my neighbor was there again, and I got so turned on about it.
I got so hot about this I began to take off my bra in front of the window and had a mirror where I could see my neighbor looking without him knowing I was undressing in front of him on purpose. Finally, I got so h**** doing this I took off all my clothes and let my neighbor see everything.
I'm a little ashamed that I love this so much, but I'm hooked on the excitement and the l*** and can't help myself. I've even fantasized about giving my neighbor my virginity. I feel bad though when I go to church and pray to God to take away my l*** over this. Then when nighttime comes in spite of my good intentions,I take off my clothes again in front of the window. In one way, I wish I could stop and pray for that to happen. In another way, it turns me on so much I can't wait for bedtime and doing my show for my neighbor.
If my girlfriends knew about this, they'd be shocked and disappointed in me. I guess it could be worse. At least I'm not a s*** out on the town having s** with many guys.