Just another older girl who wants you
I'm 26 and have a crush on someone who's 19.
He's so mature and always comes across as older. But he's also charming, and older women are attracted to him very often. He makes them want to act silly and act young. He makes them self-conscious. And I really hate the thought of being just another.
We're really good friends, and I don't want to ruin it and disappoint him by turning out to be just another.
And just when I was just thinking that maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to share with him the way I felt about him, a 28 year old co-worker of mine (who's such a flirt) started throwing herself at him in a way that made me reconsider.
I don't wanna be like her.
But I really like him.