Keep Getting Screwed Over

I am a junior in Highschool and I'll admit that this stuff is lame, but I need to get it off my chest so...

I've never dated anyone. There was this One guy that liked me but when I finally got the guts to tell him I liked him, which is REALLY hard for an extremely shy girl to do, he decided the NEXT DAY that it wouldn't work out.

I have been fighting non stop with my parents for 3 months, about nothing. I actually have an emergency kit in my trunk in case I leave, which I have thought about a lot.

My best friend died about a month ago. I had to miss the funeral because my parents wouldn't take me.

I have been struggling with depression for about 3 months, but I refuse to go to therapy so I have to talk to my counselor once a week.

I am pretty smart, so a lot of my friends take advantage of me because of this. I dot do anything because last time I refused to do someones homework I lost who I thought was one of my best friends.

I basically hate my life right now, and I'm struggling withmy faith because of this. I know God hears me, and I know he loves me, but I feel like I'm not a priority in His, or anyone's, life.

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  • Yeah, there's a reason god's not answering. It's because he's not real.

    Anywho, regarding your current unpleasantness. It will pass eventually.

  • Girl I can sort of relate. I'm 19 and when I was around your age I lost my only friend and felt like God didn't care much even though he heard me. People would take advantage of me and my kindness and brain too. I was deeply depressed and still struggle with it. Girl, be you. I know you wanna be loved and accepted but those f****** are no good for your life. Do them NO favors/homework help. You gotta be strong and you are. S**** everyone and I hate to say it but s**** God. You're in control of your own life and destiny. You're strong and smart. You can make it. Just be tough right now. You'll get through this, and do whatever little thing you can to make you happy as long as it's safe.

  • OPPS my bad for 3 copys of the last 1

  • Whatever you do don't give up! Jesus said in Matthew 28:20 "... And surly I am with you always even to the end of the age"

  • yes he's with us but just doesn't do anything. i get that he wants us to learn and get stronger but...yeah...he doesn't help at all . he just sits back and watches as we suffer. (not the op btw)

  • What does "not the op" mean?

  • means "not the original poster". mentioned so you know it wasn't the poster replying...since it's all anonymous.

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