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All I've Wanted
Was to love and be loved in return and I never ** get it. I love others so ** much and they never give a flying ** about me. All they do is criticize me for being a survivor and only care about them ** selves and their so-called “drama”.
I can’t even say my boyfriend loves me. I don’t ** feel it and I hate so badly that I don’t ‘cause I ** love him and he isn’t aware of all the ** sacrifices I’ve made for his ** sake and what does he do? Write a ** hate song about me for no ** good reason and call me a fat cabbage patch ** when I have a ** thyroid condition and work my ** off every day just to prevent getting ** fat.
Yeah I’ve done gross ** to make $ and survive and pay my bills and stay ** afloat but that doesn’t mean I’m not good inside. I’m not a ** **.
I just wanna be loved for me, imperfections and all, just like I love and accept others more ** up than I am…
My mom was only one to but she left long ago. I just want and need that again.
Maybe someday. And I’m praying and begging God wherever the ** he is to just let me have it. Whoever it ** is.
i'm so sorry bout your bf being a total tool bag and to be honest though i don't love you it doesn't mean i hate you and i'm so so sorry