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I have a terrible life...I want to die..I found out my mum does drugs...I was abused till last year by my father..I feel different because i have synesthesia...and I am only 11 years old...I also get bullied for being weird and i hate my looks. I have starved myself...my life feels like it's over even though it' has just began. No one else my age had to go through this why me? I think I am going to commit suicide no one is helping me...My mum and I don't get along in fact we just had a fight....I need someone to just make me feel happy, to make my day, to talk to me not ignore me.....I want someone to be there for me...I have no one.......
I also had a terrible life at 11, with two abusive and neglectful parents and no one there for me. It ** up my entire life. I'm in my 50s now.
No one ever came to help me. Now it's your turn, because I'm not going to help you. I don't care that that continues the cycle of suffering. No one helped me and my life was ruined. I sure as ** am not going to help anyone have a better life, not when that was denied to me.
I hope you hang on in their , you are obviously a very mature 11 yr old who has had to grow up fast, but what you have gone through will make you a stronger person.Their is a lot of trustworthy good people in this world and it won't be long before you meet a decent friend. I wish you all the best for your future.
No, "their is" NOT a lot of trustworthy good people in this world. The good ones knuckle under the second one of the bad people start up, rolling over and letting the bad people do whatever they want. If good people adapted a few of the bad people's strategic skills, there would be more good in the world. But good worries too much about ** like "karma", so nothing gets done.