Growing up, I'd always laugh at men who had a relationship with younger women. I thought that men like that were desperately looking for ways to feel younger, and that women who dated them were s****. Mainly, because my dad of 50 years old, used to date a woman in her 30s.
Now, I'm 20 years old, and I feel incredibly attracted to older men. I'm in college, and I've fantasized about having s** with a couple teachers, and they both were 40 and above. They didn't look old or anything, it's not like I would feel attracted to someone who looked like a grandpa. They both were really attractive.
It may have something to do with the Oedipus complex, and the fact that my dad wasn't there for me when I was a kid, and he's still absent. I don't know, but it's not like I have the courage to do something about it, I'm pretty shy.