Maybe I'm a little bit in love with you ?
I think of you ,
Before and after we speak .
Late at night stay up at the thought that just maybe youre somewhere doing the same.
When we hang out my mind says everything I don't dare to speak .
But then you say im your best friend and it breaks my heart ... silently .
You tell me about your girl friend . You ask for advice .
& Try to give you the best.
You don't know all that I really know.
Then you tell me about your s** life with her ,
That just kills me. Making me feel ashamed of being abstinent . But i know I couldnt handle it . Not now im not ready.
You say you no regrets.
You don't even regret breaking my heart in the past .
All I want you to do is be happy .
while I figure how to completely let go .