so im taken.. but i like him so bad. i
so im taken.. but i like him so bad.
i dont know what to do.. from the day we met basically he has been giving me the signals that he likes me. unessecary touching, those long glances, those winks. the secret hand touching.. the secret long hugs. the tension is ridiculous.
all the stuff hes said to me.. granted he doesnt say it much anymore.. but he still acts exactly the same when were together. everyone thinks he likes me. surely he cant act this way with every girl?
so i was stupid enough to tell him i like him, but i couldnt help it. and then he jsut throws it back in my face with.. i only like you as a friend?!.. what the h***.
but he was so rude about it.. it wasnt like.. oh im gonna let her down gently.. it was.. 'what the f***. i act like i like you cos i do.- but not like that'.. and then he just left. was he running away from something?.. his feelings maybe?
i jsut cant work it out.
and its so unfair.
if he generally doesnt like me.. then i hate him. hes a d***. you cant just lead someone on like that. and f*** with my feelings.
but if he likes me then i like him too. so bad.
he makes me happy.. and smile like no one else can :).
is he too scared to tell me in case it ruins friendships.. i dont know.
i hope hes not a d***.. i really do.