I love spanking. I was first spanked when i was eight, by my babysitter. She bared my bum and put me over her lap and spanked me till i bawled for hiding from her with my ten year old brother. He got it too. I dreamed about that for years after. I guess in truth I have always been fascinated with spanking and flagellation, and Cheryl's wicked slap just made it real. I have periodically wanted to be spanked ever since. It has been difficult finding people to do it, most think it is just weird, some want to go too far, and some want me to spank them. I don't mind doing that, by the way, but sometimes it seems I am putting out better than I get in those relationships. Anyway, I love being over the lap with my bottom bared, I find the feeling of vulnerability totally exciting.