I still love my wife how to i get over this
It's hard eight years ago I lost her in a tragic accident. We dated six months before we got married it was the most amazing six months. We were married four years an amazing four years before I lost her, why did I lose her? I still dont know. I've not been able to get over her I've gone to shrinks, they all say the same thing it takes time...it's different for everyone, but you will move on eventually.... Well when is eventually I don't wanna forget her just be able to wake up and not cry about her loss. I wanna be able to love again I'm lonely. I haven't kissed or even embraced another women since I lost her. The thought of it sickens me. I can't even hug my friends anymore. I have had great friends and in-laws in all of this and they all tell me it's okay she would want me to move on. But I can't I have tried I've been setup a few times by friends who thankfully have explained to the other person what they are getting into. I even had her best friend try and give herself to me to try and help me get beyond it and I couldn't even touch her.
I'm sorry I know this is not the kind of thing people write here but I need someone who might be able to help me possibly in this world see this.
All I know is I love you more then Life itself my dear and someday god will let us be together again I hope and pray.