Completely in love
My life used to be totally revolved around my Christian faith. Even after I met my boyfriend, we were still seeking God. But, gradually, we both drifted from God, church, and caring about it all. However, at the same time, we grew closer to each other. I lost my virginity to him, and I don't even regret it; in fact, it makes my heart swell thinking about it.
That being said, I am having amazing s**. Not that I have anything to compare it to, but... I can't even control my happiness about it. Crazy teenage hormones: check.
On a more serious note, I've never been so sure about any person I've dated. God being the center or not. I honestly believe this guy will be my husband one day. I know things will work out if we try, because I love him too much for it not to.
I've never posted on one of these, and I'm not even sure this will be approved/accepted, but we promised each other we wouldn't tell anyone and I figured this would be okay.
I guess my confession is that I'm happy about losing my virginity after all, because I think this one, my first one, is THE one.