Ive had a,string of affairs and now im fed up. I went on a marital Affair website,and,after sending £300.i met several women. Some I just chatted with but one met. I had s** with her but inside I was being eaten up. Yet I couldnt stop. I.met woman after woman and even went to a,swingers club just to have the intimacy I craved. Yet through it all I have felt nothing but shame. I have now ended all the contacts I had with these women. Thats it, for good. Never going back. But I want to be free. I cant tell anyone so im.confessing on here.