Forever alone

I hardly have any guy friends. if i meet a new guy and he's nice to me, i start thinking that he perhaps likes me. it's really stupid and irrational but i can't seem to think about boys in an "innocent" way! i guess i'm just desperate for some male attention. i have gone through periods of depression frequently because none of the guys i have liked have ever given a s*** about me. i feel very intimated by guys too. then a about a year and a half ago, i met this guy - smart n nice,but not good looking. i got along with him really well n have ever since had the feeling that he likes me. i have thought of him a lot since then. but he doesn't keep in touch with me. we meet only at times because we live in different cities. when recently i chatted with him, i had the feeling that perhaps he doesn't really care about me n i had become elated for no reason (as usual). i had thought i had finally found the 'one'. it felt like the beginning of true love - how love transcends looks n all that crap. i'm 22 n still don't have anyone who likes me. it depresses me a lot.

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  • That's natural. But, trust in this, the right one will happen. It can seem it won't at times, but I think you will see it will. People can have dry spells for years, usually because they give up trying to find love, than bingo and finally true love happens. I hope it happens soon for you or has already happened with that guy. If not, move on and seek a better relationship. Never settle or stay in a going nowhere relationship. Life's too short to waste time with the wrong one when you could be finding the right one. It will happen. Trust in that.

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