What am I?
After writing it out on another site i realize that bottom line is i was molested which caused me to molest two others(14+ years ago). I thought it was the norm and there was no intercourse involved. but i had some sort of relations with two female cousins(i am male) and i am VERY conflicted now. Not conflicted because it may be wrong(because NOW I know it was) but I don't know how to fix it. They will never lead a normal life and i am responsible as was somebody else for me. Additionally i dont want to be judged as I am obviously a coward for confessing anonymously. I know there is no way to fix it but i think it is the leading factor for my alcoholism. Where do i go from here?0