Account Login
Why me, Why "It"
I don't know what's wrong with me. Why i do these things, and why I HAVE TO DO THEM. I cant control myself, theirs something inside of me making me do terrible, terrible things. For instance, "it" made me write on the walls, "it" makes me say the worse things that "I" WOULD NEVER SAY, "it" ruined/ruins my life, and why is "it" inside me!? I'm a innocent 11 year old kid. "It" F*CKING RUINED MY LIFE. EVERYONE HATES ME BECAUSE OF IT. WHY IS IT IN ME AND WHY DID IT RUIN MY LIFE!? Just why, i didn't do anything. I didn't do anything to anyone until "it" came to ruin my life. It makes me do things that "I, ME, MYSELF" would NEVER do. I want to be myself but it is taking me over, i don't know what to do anymore. I'm going to hurt myself, I'm going to do deadly things, because of "it". I need help but theirs no one to go to anymore, they all left. And whoever is left doesn't have time or matter to listen or help. It ruined my 11 year old life, and now I'm considered a "Emo Kid" to others. I'm trying to be ME not IT and no one even knows how hard I'm trying to get rid of "it".
So, what have you done, and what is it? The moving around? Try to look at it as a chance to start over.