Why can't I stop

No one knows. The constant struggle I feel. I feel completely out of control. I hide my true feelings from everyone. I have to be strong, but I feel like dying inside. I don't know what to do. Why must I binge and binge and binge. Then I think of my next plan. I decide to either take laxatives, starve myself, or throw up. Why am a cow? Why can't people see me for my true self. I don't know, but I feel judged on a daily basis. So,so,so,so judged. I don't even want to leave the house. God I hate myself. I'm so ugly. I'm so fat. I hate my life.

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  • When you always feel judged it's because you're judging yourself and when someone judges you, you agree with them and it makes you hate yourself. Stop agreeing with people and stop agreeing with yourself. Change the way you think about yourself. Start thinking about the good qualities that you have. Accept compliments from people. Focus on the good things in life and the bad things, won't seem as bad.

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