Why can't I stop
No one knows. The constant struggle I feel. I feel completely out of control. I hide my true feelings from everyone. I have to be strong, but I feel like dying inside. I don't know what to do. Why must I binge and binge and binge. Then I think of my next plan. I decide to either take laxatives, starve myself, or throw up. Why am a cow? Why can't people see me for my true self. I don't know, but I feel judged on a daily basis. So,so,so,so judged. I don't even want to leave the house. God I hate myself. I'm so ugly. I'm so fat. I hate my life.