I am LOST. I have no idea of what I am

I am LOST. I have no idea of what I am doing or how I will be able to get out of all of the messes I have created. My wife wants a divorce, but I do too. My biggest problem is that I will not have a "clean slate" from which to start rebuilding anytime soon.

I am an astronaut floating in space without purpose. I have to take a LOT of crap I would normally squash until I can switch things up in my favor.

to put a positive spin on all of my madness, I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN! I want to love, laugh, be inspired, be inspiring and be free and take time to smell the roses. CHERISH THE DAY.

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  • I think the wheels are in motion. Wish me luck. God, if this works out and I regain my freedom, I will NEVER get married again and hit as much kind strange as possible! CHERISH THE DAY!

  • watch "American Beauty"

  • I do too, man. I do, too. My girl just left me after being so sorry that she cheated. She left when I confessed that I cheated, too. You are not the only one going through this. If we were more honest with ourselves as people, we'd realize that it's happening every day to most people around us! We just have to strive not to let ourselves do the same thing! I don't care if all my friends cheat, now I know firsthand that it's not what it's cracked up to be. I'm sure I still have a shitload of karma coming back to me; that I will be misled again and again and again because of what I've done in my past. And the true test is to keep me honest. I hope never to be as ashamed of myself as I am right now.

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