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Wanting more and more and more
I'm a 43mwf with two kids, and my wonderful husband has always given me everything I need in life. Everything, that is, except one critical thing. The most important thing. Good **. So, after 19 years of marriage, I started dating another man on the sly last summer. A black man. At first, it was just a fling. Then, it became an affair. And now, it's a serious, serious relationship. I want my black stud more than anything in my life, and I even want to give him a child. And he wants that, too. We lay in bed together sometimes and talk about him impregnating me, and about the baby we would have, and how incredibly ** it is for interracial couples to mate and intentionally have babies. Now, I not only ache for my black man and his HUMUNGOUS black **, and want more of that ** every day, but I actually ache for his baby and want more and more to give it to him and to carry it in me with everyone thinking it's my husband's child . . . until it pops out of me. I ache for that, and it makes me wet. My best girlfriend (who knows my black lover) says that proves what a ** I am. Maybe she's right, but it feels good to be a ** for my black man.
Forget that **. What you need is a good ** by a woman with a **. And I'm woman enough to give it to you. Kisses, Bertha.
It's so odd that you mention that. I have actually often thought about being in a relationship with another woman, outside my marriage. I would never let me husband know, because he's so anti-lesbian and anti-bi. But I tried being with women before we got married, and I didn't like it. I had brief relationships with three different women (or girl, in one case), but I didn't like it. Each time, I was expected to be the one in control of the relationship AND in control of the **, and that was so totally NOT what I went looking for. So, I think if I had an affair with a really strong, forceful, dominating woman (as long as she was still very femme), that might be exactly what I needed. And the way you TOLD me what I need makes me think you would be that kind of woman, if you ever had an affair with another female. Very interesting thought.........
....and then last night I fantasized about it while I was taking a bath after hubby and the kids had gone to bed. The woman was strong and demanding and dominating. And she wore a strap-on. And she wore me out. And do you know what her name was? "Bertha".